I found my old cell phone and….

In struggles of everyday life, there hasn’t been a moment when I have skipped past a moment without checking my phone. I can skip breakfast but not my emails, I can ignore people in public places but not any WhatsApp messages. I can forget to sleep but will check for every notification that pops on…

Somewhere I belong 

So I don’t belong amongst you, my infant kid, my pregnant wife; we don’t belong here. I agree I was born with this skin color, I was born into this religion and I grew up in this trench which you people now call it as your homeland. See when I was born nobody neither the…

Workaholic

Neither I fathomed nor was I asked, The twisted knots of convoluted life started gripping in. The lone wolf seats while the pack howls, I sat there accustomed with faces that frown. I have watched myself turned to a addict from a jubliant kid. I have witnessed my downfall and still continued with my futile…

The one who never asked…

Neither I nor she was ready to break the ice, Amongst the hordes of people surrounding us hide and seek played our eyes. She was gorgeous skinny angel way above my league, I was an average ugly kid the category itself defined me. She stood right in front of me, As all I did was…

24 things I learned being 24…

Things will never be the same- One thing you’ll notice that as time passes things will never be the same. The people who you thought will always be there for you won’t be there. The plan that you made after graduation won’t be going the way you had expected it to be. That’s life things…

Of nightmares and somebody to blame…

I deleted all your messages today, not archived, I deleted them. I blocked you on every social media, deleted your number in a sorry attempt to get rid of you. I tried my best to finally delete you from my life. See it’s not that we both were heading for was wrong it was the aftermath that we…

I took a break and things happened…

[Note- This blog might have a loads of mistakes as I wrote it while I was traveling and to be frank enough I tried combining my travel diary with the events that took place in that duration.] Thursday 04:22 am I left my office, it’s funny I have spent more than 19 hours at work…

A day later…

I hate Sundays, they are like dessert the goodness is lost once it enters your mouth. Same goes for my Sundays the moment I wake up the day is done. I usually don’t do much on Sunday I just browse through my social media accounts I get bored so I log off and once when boredom hits…

2 pills down…and some life lessons

Neither was I strained nor was I happy, the horrors of my past kept me awake, as I reached for my pills and some whiskey. I promised myself this was the last time, As I was drowning myself in loathe’s of my past. The constant bickering and the burden that gazes over my inferiority, The…

The boy who sold Reality..

“Ain’t no storm can whither my ambitions, I shall stand in this pouring rain. Those winds shall break me, But I shan’t be uprooted..” Exactly the words that sparked my head when I saw him standing in the rain. Skinny lad, pale skin, his head covered with a plastic cap which I’m guessing was self-made,…

Let It Go…

Struck by the reality of thoughts that neither shall I prevail nor will let you do so. Being stubborn was my blessing in disguise, I could hold a grudge over smallest of thing and would hang on to each detail of it. But no one around me was bothered with my behavioral inconsistency; me being abnormal…

The Illusion of reality…

I always believed the key to a perfect illusion is fooling the folks that you are being fooled but this illusion fails when it turns into a reality. An Illusion, the world sees what you show them, the best magicians never reveal their tricks. And to be fair even we know they are fooling us…